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[May. 20th, 2009|09:29 pm] |
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HEADHURTSCRAMPSSUCK |
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[May. 5th, 2009|11:36 pm] |
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So I can now drive legally in my new car. Hang outs anyone? |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2009|01:13 pm] |
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I'm so sad today. I'm starting to feel crazy again... |
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| Woohoo! |
[Apr. 7th, 2009|12:39 pm] |
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I'm going to the dentist today! I'm excited.. I haven't been to the dentist in over 2 years! Oops, make it four. I have nothing else to say. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2009|04:42 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
I keep going on little vacations away from my mom's house. This is driving me crazy. I feel like I'm 15 again running away from home, except I'm not.. cause I don't have to run anymore.. just walk out the front door waving my arm in the air goodbye. Dumb. |
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| my head hurts |
[Feb. 10th, 2009|06:26 pm] |
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some things gotta change |
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| fucking sandwiches |
[Feb. 5th, 2009|07:26 pm] |
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I've lost my wallet and possibly my mind. All I care about right now is decorating my new room. Oh, and accumulating a new wardrobe.
I refuse to get arrested again. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2009|07:43 pm] |
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teaspoon |
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[Jan. 18th, 2009|12:16 am] |
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| | coughing | ] |
Oh, What a dull Saturday night. I am sick. My throat hurts and I can't breathe. Lots of Delsym should do the trick. |
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| i'm not crazy, you're the one that's crazy |
[Jan. 8th, 2009|10:59 pm] |
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| | restless | ] |
I need a phone. Anyone willing to donate me a phone? Never mind, I don't even want a phone.
Reading my real life journal today reminded me why I never get on here anymore. But now that I have the internet again (not like it's a good thing or anything) I might write this or that or that or this or this or this or that. No, probably not. Plumpkin. Just sayin'
Don't even make no sense. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2008|12:36 am] |
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Things have been weird. I've been dealing. You're still on my mind. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2008|05:47 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] |
my life is weird |
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| i have some growing up to do |
[Jun. 1st, 2008|01:43 am] |
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| | drained | ] |
I officially moved out of the apartment today. I pretty much left everything behind. Now that I look back on things I honestly cannot remember a moment I truly enjoyed since last july when I first moved in. All I can remember are the nights I wasted attempting to obtain the ultimate buzz, man all those beers, the sex, cigarette butts, wine stained walls and that pretend love, you know.. the kind where i love you's are whispered so loud but only because our eyes were rolled to the back our heads so we couldn't see the lies I so desperately wanted to believe. The only thing I will miss is my big comfy bed that I rarely slept in.
I am so disgusted with everything right now.
I am scared.
I am a dumb little girl.
I am tired.
The month was draining.
I can't breathe, my anxiety is fucking awful |
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| this shit has got to stop |
[May. 24th, 2008|02:24 pm] |
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i've got to go. gottttta go gotta go
kicked out my window last thursday got 21 stitches in my foot.
I'm now officially evicted from my apartment.
there is a warrant out for my arrest FOR SOME BULLSHIT... which i just found out an hour ago
i need a place to live. any ideas? |
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| this is me sucking |
[May. 5th, 2008|12:32 am] |
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I acted out all weekend. I don't think I want to drink anymore, it makes me crazy.
I walked home from Keiths house last night with a cute boy. I really enjoyed myself. He sweet talked me all night and it felt really nice.
Sorry everyone for my awful behavior these past 4-5 days. I haven't had so many people angry with me in so long. I guess I should stop sucking. I am so disappointed in myself right now. |
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[May. 2nd, 2008|06:02 pm] |
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| | horny | ] |
So once again thirsty thursday was well.. a thirsty thursday. I mean seriously, what's a thirsty thursday without the mental breakdowns, nudity, stained carpets, elise bitching AT ALL TIMES and plots to beat up the geico cave woman. WHO BY THE WAY IS DISGUSTING. Just sayin' But the last one was all me baby, alllll me
Yeah, that's all. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2008|05:45 am] |
I feel like I'm going to fuck up real bad soon, and it scares me. I'm going to bed. |
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